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lyrics

I wake up everyday, wishing
That I was still asleep
In my dreams I feel alive
Not just a face

An inevitable reflection
A hollow soul staring back
Why can’t I see what they see
I’m such a god damn piece of shit

You’re too pretty to be sad they said
Depicting sadness as ugliness
Crying for help
Oh it must just be a phase
My internal suffering pinned as a hormonal fucking breakdown

Stop fucking invalidating me
I feel like I’m dying

How low is low enough
Until I’m 10 feel under

Why me?

It’s getting warmer everyday
I’m closer than you think

I wake up everyday, wishing
That I was still asleep
In my dreams I feel alive
Not just a person with a face

An inevitable reflection
A hollow soul staring back
Why can’t I see what they see
I’m such a god damn piece of shit

Self hatred grown within
These expectations can’t be met
I fucking hate myself
What don’t you get

Stop fucking invalidating me
I feel like I’m dying

How low is low enough
Until I’m 10 ft under

Why me?

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from A Lifelong Fight, released June 3, 2020

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