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Reaper
00:47
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Conscious choices
My mistakes
Done time
Felt hate
Burn like
Trash I am
Catching fire
I withstand
Body crumbles
I scream
Insides rot
Infecting me
Clench my fist
Hardened veins
Drawn blood
My bane
Left behind
All I know
A buried soul
Hardly know
Hear a knocking
At my door
The devil waits
A burning core
Fuck you
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2. |
Abort
01:50
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How am I supposed to feel
Rights stripped away
Bound by law
We have no say
Where do we cross the line
With unhealthy obsessions
The fate of our fuckin’ lives
We’ve got everything to lose
Your body’s not your own
Why does man have a say
Ignorant unholy garbage
Projecting misogyny
How am I supposed to feel
Rights stripped away
Bound by law
We have no say
Where do we cross the line
With unhealthy obsessions
The fate of your fuckin’ lives
We’ve got everything to lose
You’ve taken all of me
There's nothing left to give
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3. |
Pretty
02:50
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I wake up everyday, wishing
That I was still asleep
In my dreams I feel alive
Not just a face
An inevitable reflection
A hollow soul staring back
Why can’t I see what they see
I’m such a god damn piece of shit
You’re too pretty to be sad they said
Depicting sadness as ugliness
Crying for help
Oh it must just be a phase
My internal suffering pinned as a hormonal fucking breakdown
Stop fucking invalidating me
I feel like I’m dying
How low is low enough
Until I’m 10 feel under
Why me?
It’s getting warmer everyday
I’m closer than you think
I wake up everyday, wishing
That I was still asleep
In my dreams I feel alive
Not just a person with a face
An inevitable reflection
A hollow soul staring back
Why can’t I see what they see
I’m such a god damn piece of shit
Self hatred grown within
These expectations can’t be met
I fucking hate myself
What don’t you get
Stop fucking invalidating me
I feel like I’m dying
How low is low enough
Until I’m 10 ft under
Why me?
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4. |
Static
01:17
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I’ve got
Question
Unanswered thoughts
Static fills my empty limbs
Where my lazy bones once lived
My blood dries away
I've got
Questions
Unanswered thoughts
It's no skin off my back
It's been stretched thin
I may be running out
When will I feel alive
Take a breathe
And over ride
Is this my own genocide
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6. |
Morrigan
01:25
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Drowning in my failure
Weeping for those who don’t care
I’m told to bite down on the knife
I'll become stone, cold flesh to share
Each of you care until I bleed
All I am is broken glass
My stomach is still rotting
From trying to keep it clean
The crow flies straight for those who die
A candle burns for those who talk
I feel pains the of child birth
My singing turns too keen
The crow flies straight for those who die
A candle burns for those who talk
Each of you care until I bleed
All I am is your dark mask
My stomach is still rotting
From saying what I don’t mean
Sell my body, gnaw my skin
Everyone wants me undressed
Burn my body prison of sex
Nobody wants me to speak
TAKE MY KNIFE YOUR MOUTH SO IT WILL BE
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7. |
Dissociate
01:53
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Have you ever felt the agony
Of needs sticking through your brain
Walking on pins and feeling it
In every waking god damn limb
Is this a cure to help endure the pain
For shit we wish never existed
Corrupted minds, these negative thoughts
Closing in worse than I thought
I tried my best, it wasn’t enough
A life long fight, a shackle and cuff
I hear my name but nobodies there
I long for help, my despair
I see these faces glaring me
Making judgments only they can see
What makes you so different than me
That's for only you to deceive
If only we payed attention
To those who silently yelled and screamed
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